I'm sorry Xanga but the Wedding needs to be planned. I'll come back to you when I'm feeling down and alone and it doesn't have to do with Wedding Stress.
Love,
Sunday, 25 October 2009
ENGAGED!!!!!!! =D
Tuesday, 29 September 2009
"I wonder in my Nothingest moments if she's testing me, if she types nonsense all day long, or types nothing at all, just to see what I'll do in response, she wants to know if I love her, that's all anyone wants from anyone else, not love itself but the knowledge that love is there, like new batteries in the flashlight in the emergency kit in the hall closet, "Don't let anyone see it," I told her that morning she first showed it to me, and maybe I was trying to protect her, and maybe I was trying to protect myself, "We'll have it be our secret until it's perfect. We'll work on it together. We'll make the greatest book anyone has ever written."" ~Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close Jonathan Safran Foer
the utter ridiculousness of that long run-on sentence...makes sense to me. the utter ridiculousness that is this book breaks my heart. nothing makes sense. all of it makes sense. i love it.
I've been running on a bottle and shove way down deep regimen for most of my life. i have realized several times that this does not work for me. but i keep doing it.